An Introduction...

You know, there's that time in your life when you wonder what the fuck is running through people's heads?  And then later on, you get to the point where you're trying to convince yourself that you don't care, even when you obviously do.  Then eventually, something comes along to take your mind off whatever ails you and years down the road you're thinking "who gives a shit?" and "why did I let that bother me?"

I know all of us have said this at some point in their lives.  I'm one of them.  This blog isn't in any particular order or fashion... simply what comes to mind in the moment.

I'm not one of those little girls in high school or just starting out in college who is seeking attention.  I want somewhere for my voice to land, even if its on this fucking page I call a blog.

My name is Christina.  On this date June 24, 2013 I am 24 years, 1 month, and 22 days old.  I have been bullied.  I have been abused physically, psychologically, and sexually.  I have a genetic disorder that causes my joints to constantly dislocate, among other things.  I have been married and divorced, all before my 22nd birthday.  I have two kids, 3 and a half years apart.  We live with my fiance, David, 28 years.  At this point, you're probably thinking "who the fuck is this chick?"  Well, I'm just that, a chick.  A chick who doesn't give a rat's ass what you have to say about my past.  A chick who's been through Hell and back and who deserves the wonderful life she currently has.

But I'm not here to tell you that.  I'm here to show you my darker side, my honest-to-God's-truth bitchy self.  In this term "bitch" doesn't mean "mean" in any definition.  Instead, nowadays, "bitch" refers often to someone who isn't afraid to speak the truth and who tells people like it is.  Basically, if you're going to act like a dumb ass, I'm going to call you one to your face.

I AM NOT AFRAID TO SPEAK THE TRUTH.

This is ME.